It's funny thing this world that we live in!! I have been working with my lawyer on "the papers" which i think should be done tomorrow. It's such an odd feeling not getting phone call and text messages like one day my heart is racing because I am getting texts and I love you's from my husband and then the next day my heart is racing because after 3 years the phone calls and texting comes to a stand still and I feel like there is something wrong, then my brain kicks in and yeah there is something wrong...I am married but my husband is no longer really my husband he has more or less become a stranger. He is moving on with his life this is what I keep telling myself, there is no room for me in his life any longer. I started picking up the pieces to my life that have been shattered across the floor piece by piece I will put everything back together and be a better person, I ask for God to lesson the pain. I ask God to help my daughter who is struggling with this change. I ask god for understanding to mend my heart. I know one day I will look back on this post and wonder what I was writing but for now this is my pain and try as I may I can not hide it.
-Halley
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