Rings, those circle things you put on your ring finger when you get married, the never ending circle. On Dec. 30th when I got home I found my husband's on the nightstand on his side of the bed. I knew then that life would never be the same. I followed suit not to much later the next day i took mine off and place them all together, for the circle had been broken. This was the first time the realization hit me that we were on our way to no longer being man and wife. Funny though how the lines of my wedding rings are still inprinted in my skin.
One might find this post rather silly as they are just rings...but for me they are so much more, they are a symbol of marriage and the pledge that we made to one another. I hadn't taken mine off before, I couldn't bring myself to do it, even now I want to rush home and put it on as I am still a married woman. My heart is still his. Perhaps I shouldn't pore my heart out on this blog, but getting all this emotion out of me is the best that I know how to do. I get asked often if we can repair our marriage is there anything to save..for me there is, but my mind goes back to that moment when i saw his ring on the night stand and I know that for him there probably isnt.
Rings.....
-Halley
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